My frustration has always been that I'm a Christian, but I don't buy into, never have bought into, the belief that Jesus and God are these men who just dictate that this is how you have to live your life or you are going to burn in hell.
I had a very insightful friend who warned me back when I stopped reading scripts, 'It's easier to change directions while you're still moving. ' If you stop, it's harder to get started again. I still don't think I made the wrong decision, but he was right.