I wanted to be a film student again, as a man in my 60s. To go someplace alone and see what you can cook up, with non-existent budgets. I didn't want to be surrounded by comforts and colleagues, which you have when when you're a big time director. I wanted to write personal works.
I have never met a woman, or man, who stated emphatically, "Yes, I have it all. '" Because no matter what any of us has—and how grateful we are for what we have—no one has it all.