Being a father is like directing Alien or Invasion of the Body Snatchers. It's much more difficult than directing an episode of TV. Also, directing a show or movie lasts a few months at most, parenting lasts for decades.
I think that with a lot of hard work and dedication, I feel that I could be the best in the world. I'm still only 35 years old. . . I have a fresh start physically and mentally, and I feel that I can achieve my goal to be the best again.