In my personal life, I am very contemplative.
In many ways, not fitting in has been a comedic asset and a comedic resource.
I had a longing for ritual, something I could cling to, a routine to make me feel well and contented. I hoped that reading Bible commentaries and theological critiques would nudge me closer to some kind of absolute that I could hold up as a torch to light my way.
I love mixing with comedians when I'm working with them, but when I'm not I don't feel the need to hang around with them.
Maybe I fear things going wrong so much that I pre-empt them by not getting excited about them when they appear to be. going well.
In particular, I found praying very disturbing, like swimming with bricks tied to your feet. And yet I was drawn to it constantly.
I'm not really part of any group or clique or gang because that's always been my nature.
It's a big deal. ABC and MNF are a big part of NFL history, and it's going to end with the Super Bowl (on ABC). You can't say you're not looking forward to it.
Take your troubles to the Chapel, get down on your knees and pray. Your burdens will be lighter, and you'll surely find the way.
And of the Witch? In the life of a Witch, there is no "after", in the "ever after" of a Witch there is no "happily"; in the story of a Witch, there is no afterword. Of that part that is beyond the life story, beyond the story of the life, there is-alas, or perhaps thank mercy-no telling. She was dead, dead, and gone, and all that was left of her was the carapace of her reputation for malice.
You have to perform at a consistently higher level than others. That's the mark of a true professional.