That you can know what i have in me and still want me as much as i want you. i go to sleep every night afraid i'll wake up and you'll be gone. or that i scared you away. . . that i dreamed you-" "no. Gideon. " jesus he broke my heart every day. shattered me.
Zen has lost its zip, if you will, or its nothingness and has become ritualistic Its established in monastaries with strict codes of koan study.