Had I not spent so much time doing something that made me so miserable, I would have never learned how to appreciate doing what brings me joy.
In art, at a certain level, there is no 'better than. ' It's just about trying to operate for yourself on the most supreme level, artistically, that you can and hoping that people get it. Trusting that, just because of the way people are built and how interconnected we are, greatness will translate and symmetry will be recognised.