That's your doing. Now in order to affect that doing I am going to recommend that you learn another doing. . . It may hook you to another doing and then you may realize that both doings are lies, unreal, and that to hinge yourself to either one is a waste of time, because the only thing that is real is the being in you that is going to die. To arrive at that being is the note-doing of the self
God is creating at every moment of the world's existence in and through the perpetually endowed creativity of the very stuff of the world.