I am quite likely to re-act to the opposite extreme - to feel rapturously that the world is beautiful and mere existence something to thank God for. I suppose our 'blues' are the price we have to pay for our temperament. 'The gods don't allow us to be in their debt. ' They give us sensitiveness to beauty in all its forms but the shadow of the gift goes with it.
I want to be in a position where I feel comfortable selling an idea.