All that you seek is already within you. In Hinduism it is called the Atman, in Buddhism the pure Buddha-Mind. Christ said, 'the kingdom of heaven is within you. ' Quakers call it the ‘still small voice within. ’ This is the space of full awareness that is in harmony with all the universe, and thus is wisdom itself.
. . . to be in a relationship with God is to be loved purely and furiously. And a person who thinks himself unlovable cannot be in a relationship with God because he can't accept who God is; a Being that is love. We learn that we are lovable or unlovable from other people. . . That is why God tells us so many times to love each other.