It'd be nice to feel that claustrophobic feeling or the anxiety that the film Melancholia produces, but for me I look at it and think about what I was doing that day, where we shot it. . . It's kind of like a weird memory. It's more a photo album of memories than being able to feel connected to myself. It's not easy to do.
Even when the faith goes away, there's that space where you crave something bigger than yourself. For me, that's kind of where art came in, after that.