My attitude on skis is different now. I have learned to put less pressure on myself and on the edges of my skis when I'm racing, to be keep myself more under control.
. . . maybe that's what life's all about: there's a lof of despair, but also the odd moments of beauty, where time is no longer the same. . . [like] something suspended. . . an elsewhere. . . an always within a never. Yes, that's is, an always within a never.